Between the Tears
I hear your voice in my memories.
My soul aches for your presence.
I am a broken heart with a lot of stories,
A little bird that can’t even sing a sentence.
You are my past, my present, and my future.
I can almost see you behind my body in the mirror.
If I close my eyes, I want to feel your body…
I scream without a sound,
I cry without tears.
Why would I?
You’re not here with me anymore.
Step by step I go further
Into that abyss
Where you are with me no longer,
And my skin breaks free.
I am that lost boat between the storm.
I will become a boat that was afloat,
But that will never sail it through…
You can call my name any day,
I imagine your lips, your voice,
How much I loved the way you talked to me!
Today, the past is far away.
I am not myself today.
I could try and change myself,
Break free from those chains that I trapped myself.
Into the darkness, I feel a prisoner, a bird without feathers.
I sing the songs of angels,
Trying to call your name in silence.
Silent, I may prevail. Stay away.
We are the past that would never happen again.
I am a happy star, shining all night.
Without hope, dreams, or goals.
A paused game that will never play again right!
Over the sun, you can’t see me anymore…